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The Stage Of Life

In meinem Albtraumland. Dem Land des Schönsten Augenblickes. Wo Kühe rosa sind und Gedanken ammok laufen. Wo sich Herz und Verstand ficken und sich gegenseitig zerstören. Willkommen in meiner zerstörten Selbst, im Abgrund meiner Seele.

Behind The Scenes

Home Zuvor geschehen... Starring: Me... Gedankenfuck Kritik? Wanna Talk To Me?

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Mon petit ange...

you've been my life...

and even after all you did to me this last few weeks and month...
i must confess that you still are...

i cant be with you now...
not tomorrow, not in a week, not in a month...
but maybe in a few...

i still wonder what made me so cold to you...
probably it was the pain that you made me feel...

and its still the reason why i cant be with you now...

but one day i can forgive...

you'll have to work hard till than...

you have to change, you have to learn to live your life...
without all these things on your mind...
you have to learn to handle the person you lvoe like you really love her...not like you handled me

you have to learn so much, it will be hard to resist...

but there's one thing they cant teach you...

the feeling i wanna teac you again when im able to...

...the feeling to be happy...

and i know, one day we will be again...

one day we will make each other smile again...

one day i want to start a new beginning with you, like the first date, like we dont know each other, just forget about the past... about everything...
and  i know it will be hard but one day i can forget...

to you everything seems senseless now i guess...
i know how it feels...
but i'll stand this through with you, i'll be there in some way...

when you feel alone, just take my pillow, cuddle it close and you feel the warmth...

im cold on the outside to you... i cant show you how i feel, not now...
and i dont know if you ever read this, or if i let you read it... but on the inside im not that cold...
only broken...
hurted...

there's a deep hole in me without you...

but i have to stand through now...

i have to fight...

like you have to now...

i'll be there, but please just keep strong...

if not for yourself, please do it at least for me

i hope you do the therapy, i hope it helps you...

and maybe us both with that...

i want you back... not now, as i cant, but one day

i love you, forever!!!

14.6.10 13:02
 


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